space.

I scroll through my photos since the last blog post I have written : how can so much life occur in just a few days?

That’s this Full moon in Sagittarius kind of energy - quick , fast , yearning … possibly insatiable?

The Medicine Wheel spun upon me and I am on another stretch of heading EAST.

Did I plan this?
No.

But like I said in my last podcast…

When the plan derails, you are on track.

:)

Adjustment and refinement to some might look like disappointment and failure, but this wise new East-bound Emily knows better by now.

This is a very different road East,
so I reflect on what feels different inside me this medicine-wheel-spin around …

Improved communication skills.
More trust.
A bit more joy in the moment.
More contentment in the small wins.
Perspective shifts.
also … a sense of stillness, un-hurried-ness.
A stillness that used to scare me, for it felt too close to depression.

Is this what living in a van teaches you?

Or is it that I am finally still enough to listen.

*Lake Louise - jumped into her* *HERE! :)*

As a self-proclaimed entrepreneur, and as someone completely “fixed” in the Human Design system, it is quite easy to be FILLED UP.

Filled up with ideas. Filled up with thoughts. Filled up with potential.
Filled up with ENERGYYYY.

BUT..

if I am so filled up,
what space is there to play?

What room is there for more to come through, more that I haven’t thought of?

Relying on my logic, or even relying on my experience thus far, keeps me trapped in the same experiences and patterns I have lived in up to this point.

So today, I create space.

I let my thoughts out like an inflatable boat - pulling the plug and watching the form collapse into nothingness once again.

And just like that Condor feather fell into my hand, I trust that this space will let all that I desire
(probably lifetimes upon lifetimes of desire!)
come into place
and into alignment

”for what I seek, is seeking me” (Rumi)

Thank you, EAST.
My heart is at peace.

xx

em